is it my fault?!

my gum's are aching and my dad happily wants to pick a quarrel with me.
for what, for me not giving the house any allowance/pay bills and giving him money when i'm working and that i'm still taking allowance from him.

for heaven's sake, i wonder if he has ever asked that from my 2 wwwaaayyyy elder brothers.
just because i can't fcuking talkback now, so it's the best time to shoot all these at me yea, smart choice.

to me, i feel that working is out of my own time and it's extra allowance to me cause it's my time and i use it to earn those spare bucks for myself for the hols and it's not that i'm working full-time or that i'm earning super big bucks. i feel that it's not a need for me to spare out any cash that i've hard-earn myself for the past months.

it's what i chose to do with my spare time, so it's of no obligations to give my money to the family. don't put me in a bad light cause it's not that he's slogging out to make ends meet, we're doing fine! and i wonder so what if i use my money to pay bills etc, then for fuck sake where does his salary goes to? he's working to only pay for me and the house now that's all, that's all, so why is there a need for me to pay the bills?!

and yes, like what i've said , these few bucks in the bank are my hard-earned cash and he should still give me my monthly allowance, when he thinks otherwise. like what i've said, it's MY EXTRA earnings cause i choose to do so. imagine if i just slacked around for the past months, he'd still have to give me my allowance.. i chose to change time for money,so it's what i earned and i ought to have those cash.

i will pay the house bills, i will give my parents money, that's just common sense.
i will do all those when i'm getting a monthly pay of a few thousand bucks and not exchanging all of my precious time to earn those few hundred dollars in a month.

now is obviously not the time.